The following is taken from an article that appeared in Fast Company in March of 2000, "Do You Have the Will to Lead?". The "New Economy" reference, at the time to the web, is still applicable as we are now entering the new economy of increasing energy costs and the global repercussions of those costs.
I remember reading this article back then when I started to read about and think deeply about sustainability, the meaning of life, our role in a global society, and other light and airy subjects. The article is still among the papers stuffed into a manila folder holding various scrawlings, readings, and musings about all things career & life related.
The section that follows is taken from this article. It dives into Soren Kierkegaard's writings on anxiety and what it means as a driver of behavior. This has come to have deep significance for me in the past eight months or so as I decided to undertake my graduate education at BGI and explore who I am and what I am looking for...and feeling anxious the entire way.
You don't need a philosopher to tell you that anxiety is one by-product of what Peter Koestenbaum calls "the brutality and promise" of the new economy. But you do need a philosopher to explain how anxiety rules the human condition -- and how it can serve as a powerful, productive force in your life. The best thinker for the job, says Koestenbaum, is Soren Kierkegaard, a Danish philosopher who did as much for the analysis of anxiety as Freud did for the analysis of the subconscious. Here's a short course from Koestenbaum on the value of anxiety.The last line is the one that provides the best learning for me...go where the pain is. Ignoring or medicating the pain does not remove it. It must be dealt with head on. Ouch. One of my early managers would be proud of me for thinking this way.
Anxiety generates knowledge.
"As Kierkegaard explains it, anxiety is the natural condition. It's a cognitive emotion that reveals truths that we would prefer to hide but that we need for our greater health. In an essay called 'The Concept of Dread,' Kierkegaard draws a connection between anxiety and free will. We cannot prove that free will is true -- because we freely choose the meaning of truth in the first place. But our anxiety tips us off to the existence of our freedom: It reminds us of our huge responsibility to choose who we are and to define our world."
Anxiety leads to action.
"Kierkegaard wrote that the most common form of despair occurs when one does not choose or 'will' to be oneself -- when a person is 'another than himself.' The opposite of despair is 'to will to be that self which one truly is.' That's the experience of anxiety. It is choosing life in the face of death; it is the experience of thought becoming action, reflection becoming behavior, and theory becoming practice. Anxiety is pure energy."
Anxiety makes you a grown-up.
"Anxiety is the experience of growth itself. In any endeavor, how do you feel when you go from one stage to the next? The answer: You feel anxious. Anxiety that is denied makes us ill; anxiety that is fully confronted and fully lived through converts itself into joy, security, strength, centeredness, and character. The practical formula: Go where the pain is."